I have made the decision to prolong maternity leave for a few more months, but in reality it is my hope that I will not have to go back. I plan on resigning when I am back to work on Tuesday.
It is my goal to I plan my time such that I can continue to live a purposeful and profitable life outside of corporate America. Time spwnt on baby things will slowly start to diminish as other tasks can take more of my time and focus.
I am scared of becoming unemployable.
I am scared of not utilizing my time as efficiently as it is posible while taking care of 2 children.
I am scared of “giving up.”
I am scared that I might end up not making more money, and I will also not want to go back to work (bad combination).
I am scared.